Hiii so I know we don’t talk but what did you think of P.S. I Still Love You?! 🌝🌚 I just saw your text post!

Heeeey :) First of all thank you so much for asking and giving me an excuse to vent and also, brace yourselves cause SPOILERS!

• I loved how it started basically where the movie ended, with the only actual love letter that lara jean has ever written, and i say the only one because this time it was just for expressing her feelings, not to say goodbye, cue me being sHOOK
  
• and actually a lot of things that happen in this book, even towards the end of it, have already happened in the movie but anyway
  
• covinsky dating was honestly too much for me, like it got to the point where i was smiling so hard at some scenes that i actually had to switch to tumblr for a few minutes just to collect myself
  
• i hated how genevieve was still a big part of the story and of peter’s life, and i totally get why lara jean felt the way she did when he ran to her every time
  
• i also understand peter and his need to be needed and also how he is such a cupcake that he could not abandon gen when she needed him and he was trying hard to be both a friend to her and a good bf to lara jean, but honestly my dude you could have made much better choices
  
• like the fact that he knew about who sent the video but didn’t tell lara jean AND that he admitted that if she hadn’t gone to the hot tub that night he might have gotten together with genevieve really hurt me, i’m not gonna lie
  
• THIS FUCKING PART: “If I win … do you know what I would wish for?” Don’t say it, don’t say it. Don’t say the thing you can’t take back. “I’d wish we never started any of this.” The words echo in my head, in the air.He sucks in his breath. His eyes get small; so does his mouth. I’ve hurt him. Is that what I wanted? I thought so, but now, looking at his face, I’m not sure. “You don’t have to win the game to have that, Covey. You can have that right now if you want it.”I reach out, put both hands on his chest. My eyes fill. “You’re out. Who do you have?” I already know the answer.“Genevieve.” I stand up. “Bye, Peter.”
  
• I MEAN WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, I NEEDED MY HEART YOU KNOW!!!
  
• John Ambrose McClaren is a precious bean who deserves all the good things in the world and needs to get an amazing girfriend so he can sweep her off her feet
  
• one that is not my girl lara jean cause she and my boy kavinsky are endgame okay
  
• seriously though lara jean and john were so cute and i was kinda mad at peter so i wanted him to get jealous but i am incapable of shipping anything other than covinsky so
  
• also peter being hurt and vulnerable and totally not as confident as he wants to appear had me going insane by the desire to hug and protect him
  
• i am a bit petty about how in the end peter and genevieve will still keep hanging out i guess and lara jean just got to the point of understanding cause i feel like she shouldn’t have to and that no matter what, peter should have prioritized her more
  
• i’m not saying he didn’t, and we all know how in love with her she is like poor dude is wHIPPED, but if she felt so insecure about genevieve i think he could have tried to spend less time with her and not invite her to the time capsule party and everything, just my opinion
  

All in all I loved the book, it made me swoon, laugh, cry a lot and also made me very happy, so in a way it did everything a book is supposed to do, which is make you feel things. I can’t wait to read the last one (though tbh I’m far from ready to say goodbye) and I can only hope covinsky will be great in it. But then again, they always are.

E.g.“I wish that things could go back to the way they were between us. That you could be you and I could be me, and we’d have fun with each other, and it would be a really sweet first romance that I’ll remember my whole life.” I feel like I’m blushing as I say this last bit, but I’m glad I did, because it makes Peter’s eyes go soft and caramelly at me for just a second, and I have to look away.“Don’t talk like it’s doomed already.” “I don’t mean to. The first isn’t necessarily the last, but it will always be the first, and that’s special. Firsts are special.” “You’re not first,” Peter says. “But you’re the most special to me, because you’re the girl I love, Lara Jean.” Love. He said “love.” I feel dizzy. I am a girl who is loved, by a boy, and not just her sisters and father and dog. A boy with beautiful eyebrows and a sleight of hand. “I’ve been going crazy without you.” He scrubs the back of his head. “Can’t we just—” “You’re saying I drive you crazy too?” I interrupt.He groans. “I’m saying you drive me more crazy than any girl I’ve ever met.”I crawl toward him, and I reach out and trace my finger along his eyebrow that feels like silk. I say, “In the contract we said we wouldn’t break each other’s hearts. What if we do it again?” Fiercely he says, “What if we do? If we’re so guarded, it’s not going to be anything. Let’s do it fucking for real, Lara Jean. Let’s go all in. No more contract. No more safety net. You can break my heart. Do whatever you want with it.”